December 14th. Monday. 2:21 pm. Art Class.

Sitting in art class. Really bored. Really confused. Its free time. Guys are acting stupid.. as usual. Taking pictures. I hate it when they take ones of me. Give 'em a Little one two. My life is really confusing right know. I really don't want to go to the dance, but I need to be there for Brittany. Guy life is confusing. 2. But not just any two. One seems to defiantly be on my better side right now. We had ping pong. Brittany and I are in 3rd place for doubles. I was in 4th for singles. I really hope next summer will happen. I think it would be fine. The whole in my gut may be filled. I don't know. Life is just off. Will I make it to 14? I don't know. Its just, ugh. Im 13, I don;t need all of this. Its just to hard. But Im glad el is there. Makes me feel better. Sometimes unable to be there, but I know its for good reason. You know what a really cool last name is? Lavoie :)